Vincent Van Gogh has been my favorite artist for some time. I was first introduced to his work in high school by my art teacher Mr. Svendsen. Recently for art 12 we were required to choose an artist and replicate one of their drawings. I chose "Sorrow" by Vincent Van Gogh. It is a drawing of his live in alcoholic prostitute, Sien.


The top picture is my version of Sorrow.
The bottom picture is the original drawing by Vincent Van Gogh
Although Van Gogh led a short life, committing suicide at the age of 37, his life story is very interesting. I especially enjoy reading the letters he wrote to his friends and family, I believe there are 847 in total. Most of the letters are to his brother Theo, the only member of Van Gogh's family to really care about him. Theo financially supported Van Gogh through most of his life as well.
There are many theories as to why Van Gogh committed suicide. It's never been officially stated as to what mental conditions he actually suffered from, though theories include: epilepsy, bipolar disorder, sunstroke, acute intermittent porphyria, lead poisoning, and Meniere's disease. He also was said to have syphilis, that's what happens when you live with a prostitute I guess. He drank absynthe, smoked cigarettes and would stay awake for days with little to no food while painting.
I can relate to him in the way that he gets lost in his head, and his fears. He was always scared of going crazy and dieing before he was recognized. It seems to me he had anxiety. I have anxiety and am constantly scared of something happening. Sometimes I think I have fatal diseases, sometimes I'm worried about a test I already took. I'm worried about dieing too young. I don't know if it's an artist thing or not, but the anxiety and worry thing Vincent and I def. have in common. I find it helps me understand my anxiety by reading his letters and seeing how much his worrying did him no good and was mostly irrational thinking. Then, there are times when I think, "he did go crazy, and that's what he was afraid of." So, did he manifest his worries into existence or was his insanity inevitable? Hmm. Either way, I'm much happier and more relaxed when I am grateful of what I have. It takes practice to keep the negative thoughts from taking over, but I think I'll get it one day. I think I'm going to see a therapist at my school also.
Back to school/art stuff....
During the time the drawing for art 12 was due, I also had a art history paper due. I chose Van Gogh's, Skull with a Burning Cigarette. I feel like it tells a lot about his state of mind at the time he painted this. I also chose this piece because it doesn't look like the typical Van Gogh paintings.
So, anyone even remotely interested in art history, art, or psychology should read about Van Gogh. Google "Vincent Van Gogh" and you will get a ton of great websites. There are also a ton of books out there. I listed a few of my fav.'s below.
Websites:
http://www.vggallery.com/http://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/www.vangoghgallery.com/ http://www.vincentvangoghart.net/Books:
Vincent Van Gogh, by Marc Edo Tralbaut
Vincent Van Gogh, by Pierre Cabanne
The Portable Van Gogh, by Robert Hughes